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so i had a hard choice to make today …

i had begun to forget that making the right choices in life sometime hurts in the worse  ways…. in or after that moment i’m sure i’m going to tihnk that choosing the wrong would have been so much better …..lol

man i miss the feeling of holy spirit accountablity where i know that it will sucks finding out the consequence of my action but know that i stood in my weakness when i could have fell

and in mist of it all ……. i know HE loves

its going to cost me almost 1200 dollars, but at least i have peace knowing that i did the right thing!

smile for i’m a free child of God in HIS love!

so i will stand and say yes sir i did it with this face in mind! lol

so…..so far i’ve learned that bluntness isn’t always truth ……it’s mostly cold mean word that are ment to hurt a persons soul and heart……

truth sometimes is so hard to chew on, it doesnt always taste good at alll…….when your on a strick diet of selfish indulgence

and trying to alway help and protect the people you love the most and want to fly the highest….can sometime hurt them and you more then anything…..

sticking out through bad choices AND NOT SAYING I TOLD YOU SO ………is out of our selfish fleshly character……pleases God more then anything

MOST OF ALL PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS FAIL,DIASPOINT,AND NOT MEET SOME EXPECTATIONS IN LIFE YOU HAVE PLACED ON THEM…… there human just like me…..

so with all my new information where do i put it and will i use it or just judge people by it …when really i’m just judging myself……ohh that one hurt….

in the kidney….welll i feel unexcited about growong up again!….i chose toys R US!…..

cArR!e